I have been acting professionally for about 6 years with an agent. did some tv,high profile auditions,some indy films for other people. was a great experience. but i think it's time to hang the hat.
everything my agent gets me is such a chore. I am not having any fun or feeling inspired by tv or commercials or little bit parts for crap studio films. (tooth fairy was one) this is not turning me on. It`s been a wonderful experience but experiences I have outgrown and learned.
For now on, I'm just sticking with whatever comes up in the path. it's not about money or getting on tv anymore. I have grown out of that. What really turns me on is creativity. sounds like bs, but it isn't. if it`s not creative or turns me on, I get bored. I have to make sure everything I do is meaningful and fun, or it`s just a big wank.
actor
you can pretend till you really feel
but you never beamed or felt real sad
never kicked so hard your driven
aint got the guts to be so real
half in good and half out bad
no cure coming till your really livin
go back and let it all soak in
wipe down your perfect part
let your hair fall flat and your soul twist
it really don't matter fat or thin
they eat your bone and heart
whether your salty or crisp
don't you get it mockery
its all a dime and whore
magic wand and rabbit hat
beg for your food artistry
love your work to it's core
break the rules the actor roars